Yesterday we pack everything thing on the walls up. Im talking maybe a 100 pictures frames, they were everywhere.
This is about half over them. It took over 4 boxes to pack all them up and there about 10-15 that didn't fit in boxes.
I started in the living, i was pretty excited about getting things moving and packing stuff. With the hubs, that is i didn't wanna do it all by myself. But the more pictures i took off the walls the sadder i got. The hubs went down the street to get news paper and little by little i could feel the tears coming on. I was looking at all the pictures as i was taking them off the walls, remembering all the great times. Soon as the hubs walked in the door i couldn't hold back anymore.... He looks at me and say whats wrong, i couldn't talk i just started balling. He's like whats a matter? I told him everything is more real when i have to take my pictures off the walls. i love seeing our pictures every day and i was not happy taking them down. i cried a good 15Min's and the hubs just hugged me. Of course you know i had to tell him how unfair it was that he was going again and that i was going to miss him so much.
The past couple weeks i been watch him with the girls and how they love him so much. Thinking about him leaving again breaks my heart when i think about the girls wanting him and him not being there.
I'm sure i'll have alot more sad days of packing and getting stuff ready for my husband to leave once again for a another year.
But know this i will keep my head high for me and my girls.
I am sorry that you are sad, and I know how it is packing up everything that means anything to you.
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