I think this training is getting to both of us. He's started thinking about being gone for a month and its stressing him out. Stressing the both of us out..... I'm so tired all the time and been feeling like crap and so has nevaeh, she has had a fever the past day or so. Today nothing so far, I'm just hoping it doesn't turn into anything big where we have to go sit at the er for 10hours just to get seen. The baby got her 1st half of her flu shot and so far so good. The doctor was telling me that i could do a walk in for my old one and I'm not sure if i wanna go or not. But it needs to be done sooner or later, i just hate the kids being sick. Makes me crazy i can't stand it and I'm worrying so much that i makes myself feel sick too. I'm not sure how many times i woke up last night because i thought the girls needed me. The baby was just turning every 5Min's waking herself up and i was just hearing things when i thought i was hearing nene.
I was telling The hubs I'm sure i will sit inside for 3 weeks, till my sister gets here. he's just worried about me getting some stuff done before he gets back. Ill i can say is i don't wanna do it by myself and it turns into something big, he don't want to come home from a month of training then have to help me pack and have yard sale. Well guess what I'm not doing i all by myself, he's making me feel like shit for wanting him to help me. Yes i know he will be back from a month of training and well its not my stuff its our stuff, I will do some but not all. I don't even know where start, we have so much stuff. I'm pulling my hair out over nothing i bet just need to let everything fall in to place. Because right now all i can think about is taking a nap, when there is all kinds of stuff i should be doing. But hey i gotta take care of the little ones that don't ever let me get anything done now days.
The baby goes to a skin appt with a new doctor tomorrow, fingers crossed it goes good!
(The appt went great and her skin is looking great!)
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