Why did i count the days? there's 25 days left by the way... Why is that when the hubs gets back i get him for a month and then its off for 12months. None of this has hit me, its just something i keep thinking about. I'm not even sure if it bugs me yet, its going to get really real when i have to pack the rest of my stuff up and store it. Or maybe it will hit me on the way back home or at the airport when i have to say goodbye for a year in a moment in the airport lobby as i see my husband walk away. Don't you hate going to the airport to drop people off? i know i do.. I stand there watching them walk away thinking damn i didn't get enough time and i just want one more hug. I love the part when they come in to the airport, there always lots of waiting and looking out the windows. Until you see them and all you wanna do is take off running. But in my case i let the babies run 1st, i love watching the looks on there face and his.
Wow it just started raining out of know where and it is so loud... Not that i would be going anywhere, i hate going places in the rain with the kids. Yesterday i had a WIC appt at 8am and had to get up the girls at 7 and feed and dress them. Getting my big one up is no fun when shes not ready to get up. Everything moves so slow i have to keep telling her we have to go eat. Then when we did get out of the house finally it was raining. We get to the WIC office and its still raining, so i get both kids out and try and run inside but then i have a grumpy kids that wants to drag her feet. We get inside its an hour before I'm seen, when i am finally seen they have new paper work that the doctor has to fill out so you can get baby food. So of course i go to doctors so i can get this paper filled out. The baby just had an appt the week before and wouldn't being going back for awhile. So anyways i get the paper filled out and go back and have to wait 2 hours, let me tell there is so many people in there. I think i got lucky that the baby wasn't crying and nene wanted to sit on my lap the whole time. Let me tell you what i think of this WIC office besides it being to small and not having enough workers. It always has so many people in there and no one can move and there is nasty kids everywhere. I'm sorry but i don't let me kid go up to peoples babies and touch them, so i would think that people would do the same. I don't want other peoples kids touching my baby with there nasty hands.... I just sit there and watch them all do what they want while there parents just sit there and of course I'm not going to say anything to someones kid so i just sit hoping there mom say something. After sitting 2 hours i got up and asked if i was seeing someone again or if they forgot about me? Finally after 3 and half hours i get all my paper work and head home. By this time i just wanna go home and not go out again for the rest of the day. But i had to go out again and get baby food and pampers, I'm just glad it had stopped raining. Oh yeah the reason i was writing about WIC was to say you get baby food on it now. Along with fresh fruit bread and and couple others. Ok im done going on and on....
Im going to go play with the kids now, gotta find something to do when sitting inside all day....
Hang in there!
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