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Is this month getting longer or is it just me?

Why did i count the days? there's 25 days left by the way... Why is that when the hubs gets back i get him for a month and then its off for 12months. None of this has hit me, its just something i keep thinking about. I'm not even sure if it bugs me yet, its going to get really real when i have to pack the rest of my stuff up and store it. Or maybe it will hit me on the way back home or at the airport when i have to say goodbye for a year in a moment in the airport lobby as i see my husband walk away. Don't you hate going to the airport to drop people off? i know i do.. I stand there watching them walk away thinking damn i didn't get enough time and i just want one more hug. I love the part when they come in to the airport, there always lots of waiting and looking out the windows. Until you see them and all you wanna do is take off running. But in my case i let the babies run 1st, i love watching the looks on there face and his.

Wow it just started raining out of know where and it is so loud... Not that i would be going anywhere, i hate going places in the rain with the kids. Yesterday i had a WIC appt at 8am and had to get up the girls at 7 and feed and dress them. Getting my big one up is no fun when shes not ready to get up. Everything moves so slow i have to keep telling her we have to go eat. Then when we did get out of the house finally it was raining. We get to the WIC office and its still raining, so i get both kids out and try and run inside but then i have a grumpy kids that wants to drag her feet. We get inside its an hour before I'm seen, when i am finally seen they have new paper work that the doctor has to fill out so you can get baby food. So of course i go to doctors so i can get this paper filled out. The baby just had an appt the week before and wouldn't being going back for awhile. So anyways i get the paper filled out and go back and have to wait 2 hours, let me tell there is so many people in there. I think i got lucky that the baby wasn't crying and nene wanted to sit on my lap the whole time. Let me tell you what i think of this WIC office besides it being to small and not having enough workers. It always has so many people in there and no one can move and there is nasty kids everywhere. I'm sorry but i don't let me kid go up to peoples babies and touch them, so i would think that people would do the same. I don't want other peoples kids touching my baby with there nasty hands.... I just sit there and watch them all do what they want while there parents just sit there and of course I'm not going to say anything to someones kid so i just sit hoping there mom say something. After sitting 2 hours i got up and asked if i was seeing someone again or if they forgot about me? Finally after 3 and half hours i get all my paper work and head home. By this time i just wanna go home and not go out again for the rest of the day. But i had to go out again and get baby food and pampers, I'm just glad it had stopped raining. Oh yeah the reason i was writing about WIC was to say you get baby food on it now. Along with fresh fruit bread and and couple others. Ok im done going on and on....

Im going to go play with the kids now, gotta find something to do when sitting inside all day....

Last nights good byes for a month....

This is a 1st family picture, it been a long time waiting. We took some pictures before we had to drop daddy off for a month...

The daddy and his girls

Mommy and Daddy

Daddy and addi...

Daddy and nene!

Last night was the last time i will see my husband for a month.... We took daddy up to troop around 6:30 and got to hang out for about 2 and half hours. The girls love seeing everyone and nene loved talking to everyone ( no stopping that kid). This is going to be a long month, of being lonely and having no one to talk to. When i left last night i didn't cry but i catch myself today feeling like i really need to, im getting all that pressure in my head. I need myself a good cry, but took some meds instead for the throbbing pains... But i did wake up to a very nice text message saying how much i was missed already. Made me miss him way more!!! Day one down only the whole month to go :(..............

5 Days in counting...

I think this training is getting to both of us. He's started thinking about being gone for a month and its stressing him out. Stressing the both of us out..... I'm so tired all the time and been feeling like crap and so has nevaeh, she has had a fever the past day or so. Today nothing so far, I'm just hoping it doesn't turn into anything big where we have to go sit at the er for 10hours just to get seen. The baby got her 1st half of her flu shot and so far so good. The doctor was telling me that i could do a walk in for my old one and I'm not sure if i wanna go or not. But it needs to be done sooner or later, i just hate the kids being sick. Makes me crazy i can't stand it and I'm worrying so much that i makes myself feel sick too. I'm not sure how many times i woke up last night because i thought the girls needed me. The baby was just turning every 5Min's waking herself up and i was just hearing things when i thought i was hearing nene.

I was telling The hubs I'm sure i will sit inside for 3 weeks, till my sister gets here. he's just worried about me getting some stuff done before he gets back. Ill i can say is i don't wanna do it by myself and it turns into something big, he don't want to come home from a month of training then have to help me pack and have yard sale. Well guess what I'm not doing i all by myself, he's making me feel like shit for wanting him to help me. Yes i know he will be back from a month of training and well its not my stuff its our stuff, I will do some but not all. I don't even know where start, we have so much stuff. I'm pulling my hair out over nothing i bet just need to let everything fall in to place. Because right now all i can think about is taking a nap, when there is all kinds of stuff i should be doing. But hey i gotta take care of the little ones that don't ever let me get anything done now days.

The baby goes to a skin appt with a new doctor tomorrow, fingers crossed it goes good!

(The appt went great and her skin is looking great!)